It’s possible that, as you find out you’re pregnant, you’ll react in a completely different way than you expected, as much as you may have dreamed of this moment. Don’t worry: it’s entirely human and reasonable for your feelings to get mixed up. These emotional changes are triggered, in part, due to your hormonal alterations and in part due to realizing you’re generating an entire life. Don’t be so hard on yourself or blame yourself for understanding; you’re more scared and nervous than you should be. Give yourself some time to break down your feelings, try to practice some relaxing activities that give you pleasure and self-care, such as reading or listening to music, and get some rest.